I Close My Eyes, and I See Better Days

So Nyeo Shi Dae, is that how you pronounce it?

2010-12-18T03:27:00.000-08:00

Im not obsessed with you. I just think you ppl are cute and entertaining ;p

Wonder how you people would look like wearing tudung and covering your aurat? how amusing wuld THAT be? haha!

Brains Aren’t Everything. In Fact, In Your Case They’re Nothing

2010-12-18T03:05:00.000-08:00

Amazed with these words, I thought it might be good for a little sharing. All thanx to Kak Fatin.

"Kita semua buat silap, kita semua tak ada-lah baik sangat, kadang-kadang kite hipokrit, kadang-kadang, kite menipu bile terdesak, kadang kita cakap sahaja lebih. Itu-lah kita, manusia. Kita selalu tuding jari ke arah orang lain tapi kita tak sedar 3 lagi jari tuding kat diri sendiri.

Kadang-kadang dok kutuk orang buat salah, baik sgt ke diri? Kutuk pun dah kira salah sebab mengumpat. Kadang-kadang, dgr orang laki cakap nak cari perempuan yang solehah, tapi cukup baik ke dia? same goes to perempuan.

Kite selalu pandang keburukan orang lain dan memperkatakannya, tapi kite jarang cakap pasal keburukan diri, kite cuba untuk sorokkan keburukan kite dengan bercerita pasal keburukan orang lain. Kadang-kadang kite ingat kite betul, tapi hakikatnye kite salah."

A slap in the face perhaps? Lets take a mirror and take a look at ourselves shall we?

Excuses Are Like Trash: They're At the Side of The Street And They All Stink

2010-12-18T02:46:00.000-08:00

The Moment A Girl And A Guy Meet, The Acting & Lying Begins

Go figure.

There are moments in life u need to treasure.

2010-08-04T22:19:00.000-07:00

In the name of Allah~

Dah lama x post blog :) saya tgh seronok spend time dengan kawan2 and family saya kat Malaysia nih. huhu. saya akan manfaatkan sebaik mungkin insyaAllah. x lama lagi nak ramadhan dah .. :) how time flies. lepas tu mesti rasa x lama dah duduk Malaysia nih. adeh berat sungguh hati.. tapi ada orang pernah cakap pd saya, 'kadangkala kita harus berkorban sekarang untuk kebaikan masa depan kita' . kata2 tu, bagi semangat pada saya untuk balik Mesir. nanti ada masa saya update la lagi k ;)

But because of this, I understood the importance of time.

2010-07-11T20:28:00.000-07:00

Quoting someone else's words that have been said to me,

" Kau nie, macam2 sakit kau ada eh. dari dulu sampai skrg, bukan main byk lagi sakit kau. menyusahkan. "

If someone had said that to you, in what way do u think would u have responded?

It startled me eventho it wasnt the first time I've heard it from someone,

but later after that, then only I realised, It's me that is lucky for being sick.

You on the other hand, shouldnt have said that to me ..

If only u remembered that 'sickness' is what expiates our sins in our daily life.

If only u had known better, Im sure u wouldnt have said those ~~hurtful words~~ to me.

But, it's okay i guess ..

To me, what other people think or say about me doesnt really matter that much,

as long as I know the things that Im doing are right.

At the end of the day, I know that my family are the ones that will never leave me, and myfriends will still remain as friends. always there to support me ;)

my safest places :) <3

my only kakak & abang.

My closest, best cousins.

thru thick & thins :)

'a memorable day ; after watching 3D toy story at city stars, cairo'

My Beloved X-Housemates.

2010-07-10T13:02:00.000-07:00

New departments have been chosen for summer attachment :)

1) General Surgery

2) General Medicine

3) Peadeatric Medicine

Cant wait :)

Turns out it's not just food that Ive been craving.

2010-07-09T21:30:00.000-07:00

Where to find this is Zagazig ?

The one that's strictly for women only ? :(

An Honest Answer Can Get You Into A Lot Of Trouble Can it?

2010-07-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

~In the name of Allah.

When you confess to somebody that you like her, and when that feeling is not responded the way u want them to, the best thing you should do is to back off (with no grudge in your heart). Sometimes, you hope for somebody too much but u get nothing in return, and yet u blame the girl. Who gives you d right to blame? Verily, hanya Allah lah yang membolak balikkan hati manusia nie. Sometimes I make sudden decisions that even I myself cant explain. But I assure that there's a reason for all of my doings. What has happened in the past, is the past, and that made me the way I am today. I shall not dwell. Just bare in your mind that life's a journey :) and bunga bukan sekuntum kumbang bukan seekor. Move on well :)

Things can very much turn out well when u least expect them to be ;)

ARASSO? :P

Would you be my Romeo?

2010-07-06T17:22:00.000-07:00

Ecece. Jiwang x title entry saya? Hahaha.

Sha, Intan, Naemah, this is the entry that u guys have been waiting for kan? Trust me, it took me a lot longer than i thought it would for me to fill up this list! Here they are ...

.CIRI-CIRI SUAMI PILIHAN.

1) Someone that cares about Islam. Doesnt necessarily have to be an ustaz or what so ever, just Someone that is willing to learn about d religion, so that nnt boleh bimbing saya jadi isteri solehah :)

2) Pandai bagi nasihat, dorongan & semangat. In his own, gentle way of course. wahah. komain.

3) Faham kerjaya saya sebagai seorang doctor. I might be busy but I love my job, so please dont let me waste my medical degree.

4) He does not need to have a professional course as his career. As long as he can tampung me financially, it's fine by me. Im not that choosy. but dare to say, Pilots are not on my list. Sorry :)

5) Im a cat lover, so he better be okay with it.

6) A non fickle minded person. ( google kalau x faham. ) Stick to one would u?

7) Someone Cool. Calm with his emotions. cewah. When a girl goes 'gelabah' it's still acceptable. but when a man does it, for me it's a big NO-no.

8) Can eat spicy food. My mum is from negeri 9 and trust me Ive been trained to eat cili api with kicap just like that. It would be nice to have somebody with d same interest :p , Haha.

9) Somebody that's Not ~~panas baran~~. Its too much for me to handle and makes me scared also.

Alryte 5 more to go =P

10) Protective. over his parents, his wife, kids, family. Who wouldnt want this type of guy ryte?

11) Can Swim, bcs thats what I do during my spare time. & plus, Can eat Japanese food.

12) Saya nie actually vely d manja one jadi boleh x kalau nak orang yg pandai pujuk n xnak orang yang cepat meluat? HAHAHA. ( Penting sbnrnya nie xP )

13) Not somebody that lives in Kedah, Perlis, Sabah & Sarawak. Actually I dont really mind, but I live in KL so nearer is always more preferrable.

14) I dont like men that are too shy when they're in front of other people. Have some confidence in yrself dude. Oh & too much sarcasm also will very much annoy me.

15) On top of it all, Kesabaran. A man with patience is A true man. Without this do u think u'll be able to pull off the long years of marriage? Didnt think so C;

These are just random things that came out of my mind. I hope these honest answers will not get me into trouble!

hehe :P

P/S : Intan and Naemah, Sha ngan aku dah buat. korang bila lagi? cepat!

What's wrong with falling down? As long as Im able to stand up again, Ill be just fine.

2010-07-06T17:08:00.000-07:00

If you look up at the sky after falling down, the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly and smiles at me.. I am grateful. Thank you Allah, Im still alive :)

I wish you were a channel on d radio - So that i could turn u off.

2010-07-06T10:20:00.000-07:00

~In the name of Allah.

I bet, many people out there under estimate d power of a migraine. Majority probably just thinks that it is just a standard headache. But for those who are dealing with it, people like me, the pain can be excrutiating and can lasts for hours upon end.

Especially when Im under d bright sunlight and when Im in crowded places, the pain turns into a beautiful dull roar. Sometimes for a second, my vision can turn blurry, & for a minute it makes me lose focus from my work & even d feeling of fainting appears. Wonder y d medicine I bring along with me all d time arent working. Well, the One up there watching must be testing me :]

Perhaps.. seeing a specialist in Malaysia would be d right thing to do?

If you're that hungry, steal someone else's food will you.

2010-07-06T04:54:00.000-07:00

Malam tadi saya takda mood nak tido awal Jadi Lepas subuh baru saya tidur. Apa jadi? Mesti la bangun lewat kan. Dalam pukul 11 lebih baru saya terbangun. Ish Ish. Hurmm, X lama lepas tu, perut saya pun berkeroncong tandanya dah lapar la tue. Turn hari tu, roommate saya Ainal kena masak breakfast. Jadi saya tanya la Ainal,

'Ainal masak apa hari ni?'

Ainal pn jawab la. 'Masak maggi jea utk semua org. dah kembang dah tu kut mee dye'.

Dengan happynya saya pun menjawab,

'Ala xpe, perut dah lapa kembang ke kempis ke maggi tu semua pun masuk aje'.

Saya pun pergi le ke arah periuk yang Ainal dah letak atas meja kat lua bilik tue.

Saya ambik mangkuk, sudu, dan saya pun angkat la Penutup Periuk tue.

Cuba teka saya nampak apa?

Bukan tomato, bukan carrot, tapi makhluk yang saya paling geliiiiiiiiii iaitu ?

............ MR. LIPAS. Apa lagi? TERJERIT la saya kan!

'ainaaaaal! ada lipas crawling dalam maggi ainal nieee'.

Ainal pun berlari la ke arah saya dalam keadaan terkejut. Kesiaan ainal ..

Dengan sedihnya maggi tu terpaksa dibuang .. Semua sebab siapa? sebab Mr. Lipas. Nasib baik la ini Mr. Lipas Junior. Bukan bapak lipas. Haiya. Tapi still la lipas kan? Yang penting saya tak termakan lipas tue. Trauma nye saya ok. Haha.

Moral of d story, lepas masak mesti tutup periuk rapat2 supaya tak bagi Mr. lipas masuk. Duk Mesir nie kena hati2 hehe. U'll never know whats coming after you x)

Losing something of yours does not give you d right to take what's mine.

2010-07-05T03:09:00.000-07:00

~In the name of Allah.

When you care too much about a certain person (It doesn't necessarily have to be your significant other), you do everything in your power to make sure they are on no account at fault, to the extent of blaming yourself for everything, and doing what you assume they would want you to do.

But when that certain person bring yr hopes down, you say that Life is Unfair. GOD is unfair. Life is full of Sh*t. I may have wrongly estimated the amount of brain cells u have in there but Dont you atleast have your religion to rely on? If u want to complain, you're welcomed to do so. but think before you say something would u. There are other people in the world going thru bitter experiences too.

'“Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amatlah baik bagimu. Dan boleh jadi kamu mencintai sesuatu, padahal ia amatlah buruk bagi kamu. Allah Maha mengetahui sedangkan kamu TIDAK.” (al-Baqarah: 216)

This time I was happy to see your tears fall.

2010-07-05T02:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19TH TO MY DEAREST FRIEND SHARIFAH NOR LIYANA =)

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU NOW & THE YEARS TO COME.

I might not know you for long but since we became close i sure do treasure You and our moments :D together with the other 3 girls ;)

Sha, Janji kawan forever ok ? hee.

This is a picture of d cake that we bought for Sha. Haha funny thing is sebelum sempat sha potong kek, buah2 atas kek tu dah dicuri dulu oleh kawan2 birthday girl hehehe. We ended up eating the cake and some watermelon. and Sha, it was fun being able to smudge the cake towards yr face :P haha LOVE U!

Life Seems Lifeless,

2010-07-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

For now atleast. huhu. Since there's still few more weeks to go before going back to Malaysia, everyday, it's d sameee old routine. Kalau x online, tgk movies, or read my books. I really really love books written by Stephen King, u should try to read them, (well only if yr interested in horror n thriller). Its amazing, how he can imagine different kinds of horror stories without even making d readers bored everytime he publishes a new one. I've already finished reading his book, 'Goes to the movies' i bought at Virgin, Cairo.

I wish that everytime my birthday comes up somebody would give me his novel as a present :P (haha) and I wish I could buy every single book that he has published! heheh but thts not possible at one time is it. hehe.

Another thing Ive accomplished to do, is Ive managed to finish up watching a very nice japanese true story called '1 litre of tears'. I cant help but to share it. U have to watch it. It touched me, sampai berlitre -litre lah air mata saya jatuh. hahaa d; but come to think of it, this drama made me realise a lot of things. How lucky we are, to even grab something, and talk, walk, but what do we do with it? We forget to treasure it. SIGH. Lalainya diri kita nie, diri Aku.

Orang yang sakit tue, menangis-nangis wishing that they could turn back time where they could use their four limbs and mouth. and this movie made me think that we need more neurosurgeons in this world. We need to find a cure for the disease that Aya-chan had. Cerebellar Spinal Degeneration Disease. Such a cruel disease! Kills you slowly, softly. I really hope in the future there will be a cure for diseases related to the nervous system. Moga-moga lah, Ameen :)

I smile when I see you smile.

2010-06-14T13:10:00.000-07:00

~In the name of Allah.

Today is by far the most unproductive day for me, because even though i should have taken a glance at my physiology book for oral, all I did was sleep eat movie sleep eat and then back to movie. besides doing my other daily routines. I do not know why I have been emotionally unstable for the past 2 days. Kadang kadang i feel okay, kadang kadang i dont. Even though i dont show it so much but it makes me feel so insecure. I know this feeling is just for a while but I dont like it when im having it. And then i came across this,

"A muslim is not afflicted by hardship, sickness, sadness, worry, harm, or depression - even if pricked by a thorn, but Allah expiates his sins because of that. " [Bukhari & Muslim]

It sorta made me feel a lot better :) At the end of the day, we know where the actual, and only place that we have to go to when we feel sad ryte..?

After watching korean movie 'Baby and Me' tadi, terasa macam nak dukung peluk 'baby' sangat sangat! dah lama tak buat mcmtu .. hihi. Thank you for making me smile Baby Comel .. ;)

Balik Malaysia Nanti,

2010-06-13T14:29:00.001-07:00

saya nak pergi sini boleh tak pls ? Rebak Island, Langkawiiii <3

Thru thick and thins.

2010-06-09T15:53:00.000-07:00

Sanah helwah to my dearest friend, Athirah Ahmad :) may ALLAH bless you aty. Im glad i met you.

p/s: I had a great time with u and Intan. AlhamduliLLAH, He gave both of u to me.

~A true friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out

Finals,

2010-03-24T10:44:00.000-07:00

are around d corner. The picture above resembles the condition of my brain, lately :p Help all of us Allah. We need your guidance to be successful dunya wal akhirah. Mumtaz for finals insyaAllah ^^ All the best, fellow doctors!

I am only one; but still I am one. I cannot do Everything, but still I can do Something.

Therefore I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.

Remembrance for Self.

2010-03-18T15:50:00.000-07:00

~In The Name Of Allah~

"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, mengapa kamu katakan sesuatu yang kamu tidak kerjakan? (Itu) sangatlah dibenci di sisi Allah jika kamu mengatakan apa yang tidak kamu kerjakan"

(61 : 2,3)

We may say and do the wrong things everyday in our life. Thats who we are. But to me, The least we could do is TRY. Regardless whether you fail or succeed, just Keep trying and trying. To make ourselves better. What good are u if u think u've done enuff good deeds in yr life? Answer : NO GOOD. So, lets take a look at ourselves, and lets do something about it. Have Faith. With HIS will. :)

~The only difference between a Good day and a Bad day Is Our ATTITUDE

Life's a climb, but the view is great.

2010-03-18T14:08:00.000-07:00

~In the name of Allah.

'Life, is like a ROSE. & every ROSE has it's THORN ryte?

One will be tested with SADNESS or PAIN in his or her life.

But we Should Never Dwell in the PAST,

Just Concentrate on the PRESENT MOMENT,

& Look Forward to a better FUTURE ^^ '

Something To Share.

2010-03-12T07:36:00.000-08:00

~In The Name Of Allah~

Tidak! Barangsiapa menyerahkan diri sepenuhnya kepada Allah, dan dia berbuat baik, dia mendapat pahala di sisi Tuhannya dan tidak ada rasa takut pada mereka dan mereka tidak bersedih hati (2 : 112)

All those fear and sadness we have in us will be gone, once we rely Everything that we do on Allah :)

-Kan?

While I Still Can,

2010-03-12T07:19:00.000-08:00

One of my favourite fairytale has come to life.

I'd like to see how it is pls? (:

-This is who I am-

Becareful of What You WIsh For.

2010-03-11T09:18:00.000-08:00

~In The Name Of Allah~

The Prophet said, "None of you should wish for death because of a calamity befalling him; but if he has to wish for death, he should say: "O Allah! Keep me alive as long as life is better for me, and let me die if death is better for me.' "

No. 5307 - Narrated Anas bin Malik (Book of Patients) No. 5947 - Narrated Anas (The Book of Invocations)

Somebody Bring Me To This Place?

2010-03-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

Moments like This, That I Miss.

I Really Miss Going To The Beaches.

-Love is Like The Wind, U Cant See It, But U Can Always Feel It

Only Hope,

2010-03-08T05:53:00.000-08:00

that I have left with me now. After weeks n weeks of worrying and seeing different doctors here in Egypt, I now am sure of what I've been suffering with all this time, and it is called 'Tenosynovitis'.

'Tenosynovitis is the inflammation of the fluid-filled sheath called the synovium that surrounds a tendon. Symptoms of tenosynovitis include Difficulty of moving a joint, Joint swelling in the affected area, Pain and tenderness around a joint, especially the hand, wrist, foot, or ankle.'

AlhamduliLLah,

what a relieve =')

thank you Allah, for making everything easier,

for always being there.

You give me an Amaazing Family,

You give me the Best of Friends,

You make my heart pleasant when I remember You, &

I shall lift my hands & pray for a full recovery in order to continue this journey of mine.

JazakAllahu khair. to those people who actually cared.

MAMA & PAPA, I cry everytime I remind myself of how much u hv done fr me, how much u've poured Love towrds me.

Ayong & Abang, For the endless support U both have given me.

& Especially to Intan, Aishah, and Athirah. You stepped in when the rest walked out. You proved me otherwise.

Not to forget good friends in Malaysia, Roommate, Housemates, & Rakan2 Seperjuangan, for your concerns & support.

Last but not least,

to a Brother that has never failed to be there when Im in need of Help. You are a gift sent to me.

May Allah repay all of u :')

As for me, I will never forget.

~sabar, ikhtiar, usaha, doa, tawakal ;)~

Day dreaming ?

2010-03-08T01:39:00.000-08:00

~In the name of Allah~

" A day dream is a visionary fantasy experienced while awake, especially one of happy, pleasant thoughts, hopes or ambitions. "

Wake Up Shatrah. There's no such thing as Fairy Tales in the Real World.

-but i still want one on my own :(

After So Long,

2010-03-08T01:31:00.000-08:00

I THINK im back :p

-thank u intan ;)

A Qoute From The Beloved Sister.

2009-04-28T03:26:00.000-07:00

Be who you are & say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, & those who matter don't mind.

Take Care Of Your Feet People.

2009-04-28T00:41:00.000-07:00

In The Name Of ALLAH~

HEALTH NEWS!

If you hurt your feet, it may be difficult to exercise, to take care of responsibilities at home, and to even get around.

The American Podiatric Medical Association offers these suggestions to help keep your feet healthy and pain free :

- Beware of foot pain, it may be serious. and see a doctor if your feet bother you at all.
- Look for any abnormalities on your feet or toenails.
- Keep feet and toes clean and dry, and toenails trimmed straight across.
- Choose sturdy, comfortable shoes that fit well.
- Avoid walking around in bare feet.
- Change your shoes frequently.
- If you are diabetic, you should get an annual foot exam.

Timang-Timang.

2009-04-27T21:01:00.000-07:00

BismiLLAH~

"YA ALLAH !! mmg kita tak akan perasan hal macam ni!" inilah kata hati saya saat saya baca blog ummu saif yang sangat menarik perhatian saya. untuk sesiapa yang x melawat blog ummu saif, saya harap akan mndtgkn manfaat bila saya post entry tu d sini.

SHAKEN BABY SYNDROME (SBS)

SBS merupakan kecederaan otak bayi disebabkan goncangan atau pergerakan kepala yang kuat. Boleh berlaku dalam tempoh sesingkat 5 saat pergerakan yang kuat. Kecederaan yang serius boleh menyebabkan kecacatan otak yang lama, serius dan kekal pada bayi. Ianya berlaku apabila kepala bayi digoncang atau dihentak dengan objek walaupun objek lembut seperti bantal.

Ada teori mengaitkan dengan pergerakan seperti menimang bayi, menaiki buaian serta memegang bayi ketika seseorang sedang marah atau bergaduh boleh menyebab berlakunya SBS. Sebab lain ialah penderaan bayi (child abuse) dan selalunya mempunyai kesan-kesan penderaan yang lain.

Perkara ini berlaku kerana kepala bayi mempunyai nisbah yang lebih besar berbanding badan mereka, leher yang lemah dan struktur otak yang masih belum matang serta lebih kandungan air berbanding orang dewasa.

Amalan menimang atau menggoncang sering dilakukan oleh penjaga terutama bila bayi tidak mahu berhenti menangis. Ada yang menimang bayi kerana untuk menenangkan bayi dan ada juga melakukannya ketika marah atau penat menjaga bayi.

Ini bukanlah kes SBS pertama yang saya rawat. Sebelum ini saya juga pernah merawat seorang bayi di wad kanak-kanak yang mempunyai kecederaan otak yang serius dikhuatiri berpunca daripada menaiki buaian.

PENCEGAHAN

- Jangan sesekali menggoncang bayi anda ketika marah atau untuk bermain.
- Jangan memegang bayi anda ketika marah.
- Jikalau anda tidak dapat menenangkan bayi anda, lebih elok anda tinggalkan bayi anda untuk sementara waktu di dalam katil bayi atau kepada orang lain.
- Minta bantuan orang lain.

Maka, saya sangat berharap agar ibu bapa dan penjaga semua dapat mengambil serius dan peka tentang Baby Shaken Syndrome ini. Ianya bukanlah kes terpencil malah di Amerika Syarikat sebanyak 1500 kes dilaporkan setiap tahun. Mereka juga telah mengharamkan sebarang bentuk alat menggoncang bayi seperti buaian.

RUJUKAN

Dr Muna - Ummusaif.com
www.medicinenet.com/shaken_baby_syndrome/page2.htm
www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000004.htm
www.dontshake.org
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shaken_baby_syndrome

THINK.

2009-02-03T07:46:00.000-08:00

Tidakkah manusia itu sombong kalau dia merasakan dirinya sudah cukup baik dan tidak mahu memperbaiki amalan serta sikap dirinya?